Everyone fancied this little
clown,
She could make smiles out of
deep frowns,
She would dance around and do
tricks,
And make people smile for dimes
and nicks,
But all who saw her just knew
that face of white,
With her big red nose and huge
ear to ear smile,
They would cheer as she'd do
all that she might,
To stop little kids from crying
and make people smile for a while.
No one saw beyond that face,
Beyond the bushy wig of green,
green hair,
As she waddled about in Ronald-MacDonald-shoes
without much grace.
All they saw was the wide smile
on her face,
and the wides smiles she created
about her.
Who would think that that smile
hid such sadness,
Of a little girl who's life
was such madness,
A girl who's life was so lonely,
A life filled with a sigh of
"If only..."
She had no family- they had either
died or left,
And her clown suit, was all
which they left.
With that she made her living,
Trying to keep people smiling,
For just a dime or two, even
a penny would do.
At times she was happy- to see
a special baby's smile,
or when a passer-bye or two-
Would say, "Thank you, dear child."
She never really did go hungry,
Ate too little to need much
money,
She used it to pay her way,
for a roof over er head each
day,
Loan to mer from a nice old
man,
whom she vowed to pay back,
whenever she can.
She wasn't one to accept donations,
she considered her clowning
an honest job, for honest earns,
After all she was still young
and still learning,
She wasn't going to be a clown
forever, this was just her starting.
Still, her life was hard, and
the old man her only friend,
The only one whom on she could
depend,
the only one who saw her without
the face,
The only one who thought of
her as an "Angel of Grace".
He was not her father, though
she loved him as such,
She doubted she could love anyone
else as much,
And she would one day make him
proud,
By making a good life for herself,
and not just being the clown
in the crowd.
She had her hopes and she had
her dreams,
And she resolved to reach them
one day.
And the smile she brought to
everyone else,
Would one day be a smile for
herself.
THE END
The Mind of Sky
27 April 1999
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