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Where do I begin? I was once a baby like the rest of us...yes yes I know surprising no? Anywho, so I was born ....omg... I have no clue what hospital! Maybe a cab? Well I wasconcieved, born, and raised in Ontario, Canada into a family withtwo sisters and a brother, yes all older. Well, if anyone was wondering (prolly not) when I got my poof hair? Well I was born with it! HA! ....not surprising? well I was born with a FULL HEAD OF HAIR! hahah...yeah... well its cool for me! So I was raised bymy momma and my siblings helped out and yeah! My first word I believe was no....hmm... bitchtoddler? Maybe.......
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Toddler's when you learn to walk, talk and go to pre-school. I did all that with one little word; no. Yes my first word.... I think... I'm still not sure about that... These are the stories my siblings tell me now 24/7... annoying? Very. But don't tell them that, it gets them through the day. Well I took swimming lessons VERY young, and private. So whenever the lessons were over, my mother asked my private teacher how many "no's" I said during the lesson. What faith eh? Did I grow out of this? Eventually yes... I did learn new words ... as you can see I learned about 5 words each year and used them repeatidly. You can also see I haven't learned to spell yet.
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Enfant is the age of learning and socializing. Yes, grade school. Or in student "lingo" elementary school. Fun no? Well I remember kindergarten as being fun, with my 25 words down pat, playing in the sandbox with my best friend, and still a good friend, everyday. Grade one was a total math competition, and running... we had a sprinting contest every year! Until Grade 3, got "too old" to run. Grade two I gave my teacher Chicken Pox, I hated her soo much! Ha! Grade three... I was finally learning how to treat ppl first, rather than me first. I remember when we were sitting down on the carpet to listen to our teacher talk, with all of our legs crossed, our knees used to brush eachothers, I usually put my hand in between to make the other person move (what a bitch!) but this one day, I moved! And so I grew as a person, and as the years to come I developed a strong nature and kicked some bitchy asses that didn't learn how to move when they were sitting for other ppl in grade three! Grade five was the worst but I got threw it with flying colours, I stood up for myself and it was aall good. Grade 6, graduation. Fun as hell and twice as much work! Were those my golden years? I don't think so!
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Teenagers. Little adults? I don't think so. Grade seven was the best time of my life!! I had a blast but ruined it during the end of the year... stupid mistake, but it all worked out... they weren't good friends anyway! Besides calling my teacher sexiest, and cheating on a test, I made tons of new friends and learned more about my self in the proccess! Grade Eight. Another graduation. More growing! More adult situations. Well the first alchohol incident was at the end of grade seven.. that I know of anyway... So Grade Eight moved right along starting with only a couple of the guys doing drugs, pot mostly. Got my first glimps of it actually during Oct. Anyway, the first couple of girls did it, then by the end of March, mostly ALL the ppl in my grade did it! So I moved to the non-drugies hoping I could stay away from it, I did... but I was DAMN tempted. Oh well. Then one girl got into harder stuff... her friends practicly told on her. Thank them for doing so! The girl got off of it and is now living in the cottage country. It's aaaallll good! I also developed a great confidence in myself! None too soon either! On to High School! Now I believe I can walk down the hall with ppl mad at me or almost no friends and still feel good about myself. I don't think I need all that popularity crap. Finally, I left Grade Eight with a couple of kisses, making out, two cigs, confidence, and a couple of beers under my belt.
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Future? I hope so! Hope I won't have to talk to all my online buds at the hospital! I am afraid that I'll die too early... no not too early, just early in my life. I want to see what I can make of myself! I'm hoping I could be a pyschiatrist... but I'll have to work hard... actually I think i'll work hard no matter what I want to do... good university will do me some good!
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Okay well its a week after finishing my last exam for grade 9. Looking back on the year i can see that I've grown so much more since that young woman who took her friend Ange around to find her classes the first day. *sigh* oo angey!! hehe! I met some really great people but unfortunatley i don't think i learned much from them in particular.. I learned from their mistakes mostly of the past and that present. A lot has happend. I had my first best friend who was real.. to a point.. well sorry if you're reading this Del and those of you who are still friends with her but i still feel as tho she is a child.. there's nothing wrong with that tho! I believe you can only learn if you know you know nothing. And I say that you are more spiritual from a childs mind because you are still innocent and hasn't been effected by the world around you. Where was i... o right okay well I had my first true boyfriend! hahah I sound pathetic! anywho you gotta start somewhere! So i had some good times.. bad times... but i learned a LOT!! I was with him for comfort..hah my horniness was controlling me! Anywho i won't get into that.. Well After we broke up and Del and i stopped talking for stupid reasons, I had a little rebound time and i started my friend Teri on a rollercoaster of turmoil and emotion. I know i shouldn't blame myself but I must.. its human nature! Anyways, enough of the social crap. I learned SO much in school! Mostly in science which made me want to be a pyschiatrist ever more! So that's my year and im waiting for my last semester's marks so i can finally be in the summer mood! I also met someone.. well not yet.. he doesn't even seem real yet.. but we'll meet and then i'll have a paragraph about my summer!
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